hi! so long nv update le. haiz~ feeling so sad nowadays. isit cos of [our] friendship?? hais~ why do i badly miss the sec 1 times? hais~ i keep thinking that [she] duznt respect me and treat me as someone she can tok to. hais~ is this friendship? i really haf no confidence in being her friend. why? hais~ keep sighing. it's like i hafta put up a front when i'm with her, when it's necessary. sighx~ what do i do now? continue being that fake? or back to real me? does she prefer that kind of me? =( someone help me. i just feel so depressed. i hope she forgives me. cos we're on bad terms now and i feel so terrible.
